Life In Flow - How was It born - 2

 Course of Miracles

The Disappearance of the Universe (Gary R. Renard) book also caused me to experience a high spiritual leap at that time. The book was explained to Gary, who was chosen as a channel (who has nothing to do with the subject), in the form of dialogues about the principles of the Bible and the doctrine of Jesus, in a way that could be easily understood.

However, all these types of books somehow end up in my hands for the purpose of my spiritual evolution.  In a certain part of the book my analytical temporal linear mind gets blocked. In this book, it took a moment for me to lose my sense of time and space like a lightning flash and move on to the timeless dimension. In this event, which I cannot describe in words, I clearly witnessed the transdimensional perspective of my Higher Self. At the same time, I became emotionally involved in the Creator's unconditional love - the teaching of Jesus.

I have always been interested in pure source books and as I read them, I also live what's in their pages. These books have definitely helped me a lot. With each book, something awoke in me. Somehow I did my primary secondary education in spiritual life. However, my search continued until I read Levh-i Mahfuz (Burak Özdemir). Sometimes I thought I understood my Essence, I went into ecstatic states, but I couldn't apply it to my life constantly.

The age of 40 is a stage in which life collects the bills it has accumulated. I remember that I had no reason to continue this spiritual journey at that work pace.

I went to the doctor with a serious stomachache. Then I found the formation of stones in the gallbladder and, accordingly, Type 2 diabetes as a gift in my body. Surgery and a strict diet forced me to stop working life for a few weeks. By the way, "I'm only 40 years old, am I dying at this age?" It made me ask myself. All my responsibilities aside, if I couldn't live, what would happen to my family, what would I be?

All of a sudden, all that rush of work and ambition to win went out of my mind. The engine had boiled water, the driver pulled the car to the side of the road to cool, he was thinking. At that moment, I was able to realize the sad end of being a super employee. I was struck by the lucid realization that if I didn't find a way to streamline and delegate things, I would lose this chess match called life.

Also, my lifestyle was clearly in need of change: my overweight, stressful and aggressive lifestyle did not promise happiness. Change is necessary, but how? ... (to be continued)

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